What I Deserve, I Guess
I'm all alone [at this moment]. So alone.
I once liked it, sought it; now I don't
[not when there isn't any work to be done].
The second grade teacher's voice rings true:
"To have a friend, you must be a friend."
Too bad I only heard her in my early 30s.
How pathetic. I didn't mean to post such
a pity pout post.
Loathsome.
But to erase it might be even sadder.
No. I'm not drunk.
Just a tiresome day.
And social events never turn out as I expect.
7 Comments:
I only like being alone when I want to be alone, not when I have to be alone. There's a subtle difference in there somewhere.
No one deserves to be alone. Call someone you know and go out for coffee or something..
I agree completely.
You have lots of friends! We all just happen to live in different states. Of course, that's not much help when all you want is a hug.
::hug!::
I know the feeling. I'm alone in a hotel room in D.C. Don't know anyone in this city.
I'm your friend. Isn't your birthday this month? If not, well then, I'm a lousy friend with a lousy memory. lol
Thanks. Part of my problem is that up until now, I've had hesitations about opening up my home. Anyone else like that?
I don't like people coming to my house. I feel like they are invading my privacy.
Once they have been there once I don't care anymore. Just the first time.In fact once they have been here once I think I kind of want them to come back..
Letting them in the first time is really hard for me though..
Is this what you were asking..
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