Adjunct Blues

Just looked at the Eng schedule and --surprise-- my name is not listed. I don't think I can take another public humiliation . . . I'm not sure what B's game is; frankly, I believe he simply doesn't know what he's doing, or perhaps he doesn't care b/c he is retiring. I'm just reminded how horrible this system can be: teaching/preaching radical inclusion, while practicing ridged forms of gate-keeping and exclusion. As Derrida says~it's all a game.

Let me off this teeter-totter. Help me find a space in this society where I can be the most productive and happy.