Bored and Grumpy?

Still incredibly restless-
can you read
wanting to do/be meaningful-
between these lines
just don't have the energy-
just what it is
to be who I want to be.
that I am trying to say?


okay--and these all spring from this guy's blog:
just one source.

which is really kindof boring. I couldn't even wade through half of it. Even if I did find information. I could never write html; I have too many typos.